↳ I owe you an explanation, because what I did was crazy. And I keep asking myself why I did it. The only answer that I can some up with is that I think I was trying to prove something. Not to you, but to myself. Prove that I didn’t deserve you or this job, your parents, your friends, all these nice, normal, functional people. I really didn’t think I deserved any of it. And in the end, I was right.